alriight.. so, I'm not going to refer to myself by my real name, so im going to go by a name that I have always loved ..

Miichelle.

Im new to this whole Blog thing, but.. I want to keep a place that I can keep my thoughts and everything, and perhaps get some insight from other people, while knowing that my secrets are secure.

I'm hoping that I will be able to come on here to blog at least 3 times a week.. I just know that my life can become VERY busy at times. Hopefully I can own up or maybe even do more then I said I would.


**I just want to note, that this blog is old. I have not visited it in awhile. I have no come on, as I had gotten happy with my weight & my appearance. I have realized in the last couple of weeks though, that I am HUGE
I am starting over! I am going to get to what I want to be, I am GOING TO BE HAPPY with what I look like, and I KNOW it is GOING TO BE HARD! Very, VERY hard!
Please everyone try and help me out as much as possibly ?

To-Do List ;

-- Edit WEIGHT LOSS HISTORY .

-- Update Pictures on other Blog .
* Current pictures. {Ewwww !}

-- Keep track of weight Daily .

-- Drink at least 6-7 bottles of water / Day .

-- Write blog as much as Possible .



By starting a Blog I want to do accomplish a few things i have been trying to do for awhile now.


Think Again

I have a secret .

& I would like to share it with all my Followers .

My secret is what I have lived by for the last week.

This is what has helped me & kept me on track .

This one thing is always on my mind, always in my head .

& it's the one thing that always stops me right before I have
that bite of food..

It is what helped me lose the 4 lbs and what has kept me motivated, & will help me lose 17 lbs more until i get to my Goal.






My Secret ?




It will always be there for you.





Think about it..
All that food? That Glorious Delicious food that you are always
craving but can never have ? Those days when you go to binge, & you can't help yourself..
It just looks too irresistible! You have to have it!



Just think ..


It will always be there for you.



How old are you now ? Most of my followers are in there teens or twenties . Which means you STILL have lots of time to live!


Just think..

If you avoid eating all that junk, and you wait.
 Just wait a little while longer.

You can get to your goal quicker! Control yourself!
YOU CAN DO IT!

& When your done ? After controlling yourself ?
& Not being able to eat all those goodies ?
When your down to your GoalWeight, & You look hotter
than ever ?

You will have years and years and years to eat all that food.


It will always be there for you!



Whats going to happen ?
Before you get to your goal weight all the good junkie food
that you are dieing to eat is going to expire and all the manufacturers are going to stop the production of ALL THOSE FOODS ?



Think again . .



It will always be there for you.




**DONT take that one bite that will ruin your Food-Free Day.
Keep the streak.



Think again . .

It will always be there for you.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

DailyComments; Day2 - 2

-- Day 2 - Nov27 - 118 lbs -
Well this morning i ended up becoming busy, and I could not come back on and write another note before i left for school. But, i was doing SO good today! I did not eat all morning, or at lunch! & in the morning, the teacher offered me cupcakes, cause they were handing them out to the class, &i said no. i couldnt believe it when i did it !
i said no. i never do that ! if someone offers me something , i usually give in and end up eating whatever is being offered. but not today.. today, i showed strength and showed myself that i actually CAN do this. If i set my mind to something, i can accomplish my goal. No matter how big or how little my goal is. the sad thing is, i had put down the cupcake, and i had been hungry all day.. &then after my mom picked me up she told me she wasn't working, and we were going to eat out toniight. She got the 15 piece chicken meal special thing from KFC. I was SO angry !

I wanted to be able to just tell my mom some dumb excuse like my stomach had been hurting all day or something ? But.. of coarse when i decide to begin to lose weight, and actually follow through with not eating, she decides she has to get all these meals she KNOWS i love, and it would be weird if i didnt eat the meals. &she gets mad when I don't eat when she gets take out.

BUUtt .. I did find something out ..
My mom told me that she is working everyday this week starting tomorrow. &she works her 3-11 night shift. Which means she won't be home for dinner or to be able to see what im eating or not eating. It will be SO much easier !

So.. alriight, i did eat tonight, Im not going to lie..
I ate an entire meal, probably even more than what i should have. But, i thought that it would probably be my last Binge in awhile, so i figured i would go out with a Bang.
I know i said that I would start my lyttbaatt Diet yesterday.. but.. after this whole big Binge I had toniight.. and finding out that tomo my mom will actually be at work,
im thinking it would be best if i just Officially Began my Lyttbaatt Diet tomorrow.


I'm sick of being FAT ! I want to be the skinny Girl again ! I hate being big !
I hate the feeling of my stomach feeling like its about to burst !
I hate it ! I hate it ! I hate it !

aanyways , im going to go watch a movie for my homework .
Im going to try and post in the morning again .
Im hoping maybe I can continue to keep this up and post every morning when i wake
up & every evening before i go to bed.

anyways ,
Much Love.
♥
- xxx
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