alriight.. so, I'm not going to refer to myself by my real name, so im going to go by a name that I have always loved ..

Miichelle.


Im new to this whole Blog thing, but.. I want to keep a place that I can keep my thoughts and everything, and perhaps get some insight from other people, while knowing that my secrets are secure.

I'm hoping that I will be able to come on here to blog at least 3 times a week.. I just know that my life can become VERY busy at times. Hopefully I can own up or maybe even do more then I said I would.



**I just want to note, that this blog is old. I have not visited it in awhile. I have no come on, as I had gotten happy with my weight & my appearance. I have realized in the last couple of weeks though, that I am HUGE
I am starting over! I am going to get to what I want to be, I am GOING TO BE HAPPY with what I look like, and I KNOW it is GOING TO BE HARD! Very, VERY hard!
Please everyone try and help me out as much as possibly ?

To-Do List ;

-- Edit WEIGHT LOSS HISTORY .

-- Update Pictures on other Blog .
* Current pictures. {Ewwww !}

-- Keep track of weight Daily .


-- Drink at least 6-7 bottles of water / Day .

-- Write blog as much as Possible .




By starting a Blog I want to do accomplish a few things i have been trying to do for awhile now.


Think Again

I have a secret .

& I would like to share it with all my Followers .

My secret is what I have lived by for the last week.

This is what has helped me & kept me on track .

This one thing is always on my mind, always in my head .

& it's the one thing that always stops me right before I have
that bite of food..

It is what helped me lose the 4 lbs and what has kept me motivated, & will help me lose 17 lbs more until i get to my Goal.






My Secret ?




It will always be there for you
.





Think about it..
All that food? That Glorious Delicious food that you are always
craving but can never have ? Those days when you go to binge, & you can't help yourself..

It just looks too irresistible! You have to have it!



Just think
..


It will always be there for you.



How old are you now ? Most of my followers are in there teens or twenties . Which means you STILL have lots of time to live!


Just think
..

If you avoid eating all that junk, and you wait.
Just wait a little while longer.

You can get to your goal quicker! Control yourself!
YOU CAN DO IT!

& When your done ? After controlling yourself ?
& Not being able to eat all those goodies ?
When your down to your GoalWeight, & You look hotter
than ever ?


You will have years and years and years to eat all that food.


It will always be there for you!



Whats going to happen ?
Before you get to your goal weight all the good junkie food
that you are dieing to eat is going to expire and all the manufacturers are going to stop the production of ALL THOSE FOODS ?




Think again
. .




It will always be there for you.




**DONT
take that one bite that will ruin your Food-Free Day.
Keep the streak.



Think again
. .

It will always be there for you.

Monday, October 12, 2009

DailyComments ; Day1 -

-- Day 21- Dec16- 116 lbs -
A Quick Hello Again :)

Okay , so I have to make this short and sweet,
because it is already about 20 after 1, and I need to wake up early
tomo for school..
I decided that I needed to get back on this blog because of many things
that I am not happy with . I need to change, I have been making
serious life changing decisions in the last couple of months,
& I guess it has kind of taken a toll on me, as I have gained weight.
Not weight that I could afford to gain either.
It fucking sucks cause it's like it all just goes to my thighs & ass !
Like wtf ? Is there certain foods I am unaware of that go directly
DOWNWARD?
I just decided it is easiest if I cut back, or just STOP eating.
Possibly cut back at first, but innitially STOP EATING
altogether until I just get to my goal weight.
I need to keep this a secret which is going to be hard now though.
I now live with 4 other people in my house;
My mom, my Grandma (who is visiting for who knows how long),
my older brother and a friend of mine who is now living with me..
Which means I need to keep it a secret from everyone else
except for my girlfriend who is staying with me .
*Ps My girlfriend is JUST a friend, I don`t want anyone to get the wrong idea.
I just call my girls my girlfriends.

Anyways .. Not only that , but .. I need to keep it a secret from my boifriend .
*My actual Love:)
But this won`t be so hard as he lives about 5 hours away from me .
Easy right ?
Well .. Not so sure , he notices EVERYTHING!
& I dunno if it is going to help that I am supposed to go and visit him in 4 days ?
& his family EATS ! & I mean EATS :|

Anyways, I'll come back on tomo to write how my ACTUAL first day goes :)
Ciao for now.
xx

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