-- Day 21- Dec16- 116 lbs - alriight, so im sitting here drinking some tequila rose,
about to have a smoke. I just ate a couple of Gummie Bears,
& I hadnt really eaten all day, all i had was a few chicken wings & a small salad
(cause im at my aunts for a couple of days, & i just love her cooking, and i jsut couldnt pass up
her dinner, so i had a couple.) Other than a few chicken wings, a small salad & my gummie bears, i had a pepporette. so .. i guess i did aaaaalright today . I still feel liek shit .
just because i ate.
Even coming down the stairs after eating those gummie bears, i could feel it already moving
down to my thighs . just GREAT .
Cause thats what i really need 8-) Naaat .
Im at my aunts now , (the one that gives me a bunch of tips -- not purposely but that i pick up
while talking to her) and im staying here for a couple of days .
So .. im hoping a can lose a COUPLE of pounds.
She has tonnnnes of water bottles, so im hoping that i can just continue to chug
water back while im here rather then to eat .
I love coming up here, cause nobody bugs me about how much i eat.
You can just eat whenever your hungry , and everyone is just so busy,
they dont have time to monitor when everyone else is eating or not eating.
Basically if yoru hungry and want an actual meal, speak up and it will be made.
Otherwise you fend for yourself and go for the cupboards, fridge or cold cellar and eat whatever
your little heart desires.
Im gonna go have a smoke and go to bed now though.
Ill write another post in the morning.
MuchLove.
♥
-xxx
alriight.. so, I'm not going to refer to myself by my real name, so im going to go by a name that I have always loved ..
Miichelle.
Im new to this whole Blog thing, but.. I want to keep a place that I can keep my thoughts and everything, and perhaps get some insight from other people, while knowing that my secrets are secure.
I'm hoping that I will be able to come on here to blog at least 3 times a week.. I just know that my life can become VERY busy at times. Hopefully I can own up or maybe even do more then I said I would.
**I just want to note, that this blog is old. I have not visited it in awhile. I have no come on, as I had gotten happy with my weight & my appearance. I have realized in the last couple of weeks though, that I am HUGE
I am starting over! I am going to get to what I want to be, I am GOING TO BE HAPPY with what I look like, and I KNOW it is GOING TO BE HARD! Very, VERY hard!
Please everyone try and help me out as much as possibly ?
Miichelle.
Im new to this whole Blog thing, but.. I want to keep a place that I can keep my thoughts and everything, and perhaps get some insight from other people, while knowing that my secrets are secure.
I'm hoping that I will be able to come on here to blog at least 3 times a week.. I just know that my life can become VERY busy at times. Hopefully I can own up or maybe even do more then I said I would.
**I just want to note, that this blog is old. I have not visited it in awhile. I have no come on, as I had gotten happy with my weight & my appearance. I have realized in the last couple of weeks though, that I am HUGE
I am starting over! I am going to get to what I want to be, I am GOING TO BE HAPPY with what I look like, and I KNOW it is GOING TO BE HARD! Very, VERY hard!
Please everyone try and help me out as much as possibly ?
To-Do List ;
-- Edit WEIGHT LOSS HISTORY .
-- Update Pictures on other Blog .
* Current pictures. {Ewwww !}
-- Drink at least 6-7 bottles of water / Day .
-- Write blog as much as Possible .
By starting a Blog I want to do accomplish a few things i have been trying to do for awhile now.
Think Again
I have a secret .
& I would like to share it with all my Followers .
My secret is what I have lived by for the last week.
This is what has helped me & kept me on track .
This one thing is always on my mind, always in my head .
& it's the one thing that always stops me right before I have
that bite of food..
It is what helped me lose the 4 lbs and what has kept me motivated, & will help me lose 17 lbs more until i get to my Goal.
My Secret ?
Think about it..
All that food? That Glorious Delicious food that you are always
craving but can never have ? Those days when you go to binge, & you can't help yourself..
It just looks too irresistible! You have to have it!
Just think ..
How old are you now ? Most of my followers are in there teens or twenties . Which means you STILL have lots of time to live!
Just think..
If you avoid eating all that junk, and you wait.
Just wait a little while longer.
You can get to your goal quicker! Control yourself!
YOU CAN DO IT!
& When your done ? After controlling yourself ?
& Not being able to eat all those goodies ?
When your down to your GoalWeight, & You look hotter
than ever ?
You will have years and years and years to eat all that food.
Whats going to happen ?
Before you get to your goal weight all the good junkie food
that you are dieing to eat is going to expire and all the manufacturers are going to stop the production of ALL THOSE FOODS ?
Think again . .
**DONT take that one bite that will ruin your Food-Free Day.
Keep the streak.
Think again . .
& I would like to share it with all my Followers .
My secret is what I have lived by for the last week.
This is what has helped me & kept me on track .
This one thing is always on my mind, always in my head .
& it's the one thing that always stops me right before I have
that bite of food..
It is what helped me lose the 4 lbs and what has kept me motivated, & will help me lose 17 lbs more until i get to my Goal.
My Secret ?
It will always be there for you.
Think about it..
All that food? That Glorious Delicious food that you are always
craving but can never have ? Those days when you go to binge, & you can't help yourself..
It just looks too irresistible! You have to have it!
Just think ..
It will always be there for you.
How old are you now ? Most of my followers are in there teens or twenties . Which means you STILL have lots of time to live!
Just think..
If you avoid eating all that junk, and you wait.
Just wait a little while longer.
You can get to your goal quicker! Control yourself!
YOU CAN DO IT!
& When your done ? After controlling yourself ?
& Not being able to eat all those goodies ?
When your down to your GoalWeight, & You look hotter
than ever ?
You will have years and years and years to eat all that food.
It will always be there for you!
Whats going to happen ?
Before you get to your goal weight all the good junkie food
that you are dieing to eat is going to expire and all the manufacturers are going to stop the production of ALL THOSE FOODS ?
Think again . .
It will always be there for you.
**DONT take that one bite that will ruin your Food-Free Day.
Keep the streak.
Think again . .
It will always be there for you.
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
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3 comments:
she lets you smoke?!?! I wish I had an aunt like that...
p.s. thanks for that comment! It's funny how it totally made my morning. But I'll explain more when I e mail you. Just know I loved it!
xo Hana
Thanks For Your Comment...
Its Great 2 No Your There:)
I Also Gorra Say Thanks Your Page Is Also The Shit :)
Keep At It Girl...
Yeahh Christmas Is A Hard Time To Be Bloggin, I Got To Admit Busy Time + Its Hard To Stop Eating Food When Family Everywhere.
So Ill Be Bloggin More In The New Year, When Im Back In Schoool.
Thanks Again Your Comment Ment Alot :)
xxx
Hey I really love the bit about food always being there...really inspiring! I'm going to remember that next time I think I want to eat something disgusting lol.
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