-- Day 19- Dec14- 118 lbs -
I'm not starving myself,
I'm perfecting my emptiness.
& No feeling of substance inside myself
Can compater to the feeling of loneliness.
Happy or sad,
Rich or poor,
It's better being thin.
The only freedom left is the freedom to starve,
& time spent wasting
Is not wasted time.
Calories can't make you happy,
& it's the mid that makes the body.
Besides,
Thin is in.
Hunger hurts, but starving works,
& hearts live to be wounded.
Craving is only a feeling
Cause pain is only as real as I want it to be.
Beautiful bones:
I won't stop
Until I see Pure Bones.
I see this as the only way to reach the top.
Goddess of willpower.
Though now I'm so weak,
I'm not weak-minded.
Remember:
Nothing tastes as good as thin feels
Nothing,
Period.
alriight.. so, I'm not going to refer to myself by my real name, so im going to go by a name that I have always loved ..
Miichelle.
Im new to this whole Blog thing, but.. I want to keep a place that I can keep my thoughts and everything, and perhaps get some insight from other people, while knowing that my secrets are secure.
I'm hoping that I will be able to come on here to blog at least 3 times a week.. I just know that my life can become VERY busy at times. Hopefully I can own up or maybe even do more then I said I would.
**I just want to note, that this blog is old. I have not visited it in awhile. I have no come on, as I had gotten happy with my weight & my appearance. I have realized in the last couple of weeks though, that I am HUGE
I am starting over! I am going to get to what I want to be, I am GOING TO BE HAPPY with what I look like, and I KNOW it is GOING TO BE HARD! Very, VERY hard!
Please everyone try and help me out as much as possibly ?
Miichelle.
Im new to this whole Blog thing, but.. I want to keep a place that I can keep my thoughts and everything, and perhaps get some insight from other people, while knowing that my secrets are secure.
I'm hoping that I will be able to come on here to blog at least 3 times a week.. I just know that my life can become VERY busy at times. Hopefully I can own up or maybe even do more then I said I would.
**I just want to note, that this blog is old. I have not visited it in awhile. I have no come on, as I had gotten happy with my weight & my appearance. I have realized in the last couple of weeks though, that I am HUGE
I am starting over! I am going to get to what I want to be, I am GOING TO BE HAPPY with what I look like, and I KNOW it is GOING TO BE HARD! Very, VERY hard!
Please everyone try and help me out as much as possibly ?
To-Do List ;
-- Edit WEIGHT LOSS HISTORY .
-- Update Pictures on other Blog .
* Current pictures. {Ewwww !}
-- Drink at least 6-7 bottles of water / Day .
-- Write blog as much as Possible .
By starting a Blog I want to do accomplish a few things i have been trying to do for awhile now.
Think Again
I have a secret .
& I would like to share it with all my Followers .
My secret is what I have lived by for the last week.
This is what has helped me & kept me on track .
This one thing is always on my mind, always in my head .
& it's the one thing that always stops me right before I have
that bite of food..
It is what helped me lose the 4 lbs and what has kept me motivated, & will help me lose 17 lbs more until i get to my Goal.
My Secret ?
Think about it..
All that food? That Glorious Delicious food that you are always
craving but can never have ? Those days when you go to binge, & you can't help yourself..
It just looks too irresistible! You have to have it!
Just think ..
How old are you now ? Most of my followers are in there teens or twenties . Which means you STILL have lots of time to live!
Just think..
If you avoid eating all that junk, and you wait.
Just wait a little while longer.
You can get to your goal quicker! Control yourself!
YOU CAN DO IT!
& When your done ? After controlling yourself ?
& Not being able to eat all those goodies ?
When your down to your GoalWeight, & You look hotter
than ever ?
You will have years and years and years to eat all that food.
Whats going to happen ?
Before you get to your goal weight all the good junkie food
that you are dieing to eat is going to expire and all the manufacturers are going to stop the production of ALL THOSE FOODS ?
Think again . .
**DONT take that one bite that will ruin your Food-Free Day.
Keep the streak.
Think again . .
& I would like to share it with all my Followers .
My secret is what I have lived by for the last week.
This is what has helped me & kept me on track .
This one thing is always on my mind, always in my head .
& it's the one thing that always stops me right before I have
that bite of food..
It is what helped me lose the 4 lbs and what has kept me motivated, & will help me lose 17 lbs more until i get to my Goal.
My Secret ?
It will always be there for you.
Think about it..
All that food? That Glorious Delicious food that you are always
craving but can never have ? Those days when you go to binge, & you can't help yourself..
It just looks too irresistible! You have to have it!
Just think ..
It will always be there for you.
How old are you now ? Most of my followers are in there teens or twenties . Which means you STILL have lots of time to live!
Just think..
If you avoid eating all that junk, and you wait.
Just wait a little while longer.
You can get to your goal quicker! Control yourself!
YOU CAN DO IT!
& When your done ? After controlling yourself ?
& Not being able to eat all those goodies ?
When your down to your GoalWeight, & You look hotter
than ever ?
You will have years and years and years to eat all that food.
It will always be there for you!
Whats going to happen ?
Before you get to your goal weight all the good junkie food
that you are dieing to eat is going to expire and all the manufacturers are going to stop the production of ALL THOSE FOODS ?
Think again . .
It will always be there for you.
**DONT take that one bite that will ruin your Food-Free Day.
Keep the streak.
Think again . .
It will always be there for you.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
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Love it.
xo Hana
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